A Bride-To-Be’s Thoughts On “The Name Change”
Posted by limpetfan | Posted in Weddings, Weddzilla Blog | Posted on 03-02-2010-05-2008
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When I was a little girl, I did what many little girls do. I watched Disney movies like Snow White and Cinderella, where the heroine gets married to the prince and lived happily ever after as his wife. As a little girl, I wasn’t particularly aware that when Cinderella got married she probably stopped being ‘Miss Cinderella’ and became ‘Mrs. Prince Charming.’ And even if I had been aware of this change, it didn’t bother me much. MRS. was perfectly normal – all my friends’ parents’ names were Mr. and Mrs. So-and-So. OBVIOUSLY being married made their last names the same. End of story, as far as little-kid-me was concerned.
Well, here I sit, 4 months before becoming a “Mrs.” myself, and let me just tell you, it’s no longer so cut and dry, this whole ‘Miss, now Mrs.,’ thing.
Suffice it to say, the concept of changing my name is throwing me for the proverbial loop.
It’s not a feminist thing. It’s not even anything to do with Alex’s last name. Truth be told, his last name could be considered an improvement on my own. No… it’s more of an identity thing. It’s as if changing my name in some way forsakes who I was before marriage. Like I’m not a member of my family’s “clan” anymore. Which brings me to something else that has been rolling around in my head for a few days now. I HATE that a woman’s last name prior to marriage is referred to as her MAIDEN name. The word maiden conjurs images of damsels in distress and white knights climbing up the tallest tower to claim a prize. I don’t want to be a maiden, thank you very much. It’s like saying a woman isn’t quite… right… before she’s married.
I’m sure this all sounds like I’m opposed to taking Alex’s last name. Whenever people ask me if I’m changing “it”, I freeze up and grimace, which probably suggests I’m at odds with the concept (and also probably makes Alex feel oh-so-good. By the way, WHY do people ask this question? It’s a bit nosy, don’t you think?). But that’s not it. And I more than likely will adopt his name, because it’s a gesture to him and because I would like our kids to have 2 parents with the same last name. I don’t want to put hyphenation on a child. My balking is about giving up my last name, not about taking his.
My current solution? I’m thinking about compromising a bit and changing my last name to his, but also changing my middle name to my “maiden” name. I think this ensures I won’t be LOSING the name I’ve gone through life with thus far, since that is the crux of the issue. I have a good friend who did precisely this when she got married, which is how I got the idea. But it’s still scary, at least to me!
Has anyone else had trouble with the whole changing-your-name concept?
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